Wednesday, March 24, 2004

Relaxation= Fiberoptic Jesus and vanilla candles
Thank You Shannon Hoffman for the Fiberoptic Jesus that you gave me!

Tuesday, March 02, 2004

Today I've totally lost faith in hummanity. I found out today that my friend Tiffany has to be one of the stupidest people out there. How could you let someone hit you and then let them back in to your home let alone your life.
I'm sick of hearing the bullshit lines of "it was an accident, it will never happen again?" The I'm sorries of a dumbass.
Yet Tiff seems to let these take her back in to this dark place. Love, what a shitty reason to go back or take back. Love is something beautiful, not hitting, holding not choking.
Why? Is it wrong that I want nothing to do with her now as I care less to deal with him. If I see him I'll probably throttle him.
I'm now just enraged, I mean it makes no sense to me. My sister was in this situation, and she was embarassed to say anything. I found out from my five year old niece. She just came out about it so innocently, I don't think that she reallized that it wasn't supposed to happen.
My ex brother-in-law paid for it, and not only by me. He actually changed his way and goes as far as to talk about his troubled past. I guess you can beat the sense into some people.
I worry about Tiff and her kids though, I wish I didn't. God forgive me for the sins I will commit if anything happens to them.