Tuesday, January 20, 2004

I have not so normal dreams, or visions. I have seen friends and familly die before thier time. My father, close friends and Father Dan Kirby can corroborate this story. I also have terrible night terrors. I haven't had any as of late usually when I work out consistently they are less frequent.
I got done working out today and was unable to stay awake when I got home. So I took a nap and this is what I saw. I have often thought of being a priest, I think it is a truly noble thing.
I saw myself as a priest. Not so much different in appearance than I am now. Age wise that is and I was entering a small white house. Inside were two young children a boy and a girl. They were terrified of something outside. I looked out and I don't know what was there but I was terrified. People that know me know that I'm not much on the fear thing. I like to get my adrenalain rushing. But this scared me. The kids were clinging to me as I recited the Lords Prayer holding my rosary beads. And just as everything started to get even blacker outside I woke up.
My heart was beating so hard that my chest hurt and I still have the shakes. I don't know what this is a sign of but will see I guess. God help us all.